Have you ever had a friend over the Internet? That you felt had something in common with you, even though you knew that things between you two could never work, you still felt you had a connection? Well, I have. And.. I think the main reason that Im writing this is because I never had the chance to tell this person what I really felt. Even thought we’d only known each for.. A day. It still felt like we had something. It was funny and we wrote. A lot. And then he left the place and never came back. And I felt.. I felt that I didnt get the chance to tell him what I really felt. Yes, it was a he. In fact, a twentyfive year old he. Well, now hes gone and I dont really feel the same. I mean, I dont care about the other people in that commnunity, I cared about him. And I knew that he cared about me. Anyway. Bye.

Wow, I’m lonely. I should do something.

Hello people. Back from NYC. Which means; fuck school. And now, I’m not telling others to hate school I’m telling others that I hate school. Which… I changed the subject. Ah, hello again. New York was awesome, I loved it. I’m pretty sure I want to got there like soon again. Which would probably lead to some serious one-on-one issues. Anyways, I FOUND STARBUCKS! In every single corner! Unusual? Nah.

Yo my homies. (Note to self: next time, don’t do that.) I’m currently in the middle of something not that interesting. Which, you probably already knew. Considering, well.. It’s me. I’m just about to get out and walk. To my awesome friend. I’m also eating candy and listening to music. Sweet ol’ Bon Jovi. That was really interesting. I should probably go now. Good day.

It has been a, not so awesome, week. And yes, I do realize that this week is not yet finished. Still though, its not really that interesting that I have to put it in words. But I can assure you that after this week, its gonna be a little bit easier. I mean, if you dont count spanish and social studies. Which.. I do. Anyways, I’m off to New York next week, so I’ll probably not write there. Obiously. But I will.. When I’m home. Probably. Bye now. I’m gonna go watch The Mentalist. I’m cool like that.

It’s been a while, I notice. And I think its because I dont really have time for this. Or well, that was a lie. I do have time, I just never take the time. Or effort. But I’ve actually been busy. I really have. I’ve been working a lot after school and also with math and so on. And just.. Taking the time to go to the gym takes time, you know. Which… I want time to stick. I’m not really sure where I’m going with this. Just thought I’d pop in. Letting someone know that I’m not… Entirely dead. Just mentally.

Hello little people. (I’m pretty sure you’re older, and, or bigger then me, so..) Whats crackin? I’m just… Sitting here, with my mom. Which is awesome. Really, I always hang with.. Wait.. Hang? No, I always.. I’m around them.. Yeah. I’m around them all the time. Thats.. Not as creepy as it sounds. Really, its not. Just.. Dont.. Dont think its like that. Cause its not. Anyways, tomorrow’s school. Sucks. I dont really.. I dont have time for that right now. I really dont. I want my life back, the life I had when I was six. You know? When you could do whatever you wanted. Now, where just a bunch of idiots trying to be something we’re no. Its sad actually, cause we’re just.. We. We’re not adults, we’re not kids. We’re like… I think you could say we’re inbetween. I think. I dont know. Cause sometimes I feel like I’m a just a kid, and at some moments I feel like an adult. And thats .. Confusing. Considering I’m either. So.. I dont think its good for me to think about these kinds of things. Its weird and confusing. I should stop. Im stopping now. Im not writing about that anymore. Goodbye. (Im not.)

So I’m wondering.. Why is it that everytime I want something there’s nothing left? Or it doesnt even exist. Orrrrr, its in a whole other country. Like half across the earth. Great. Can someone please answer that? Or ask someone? I.. I want this car. Or should I say, I NEED this car, but .. Its in Serbia. What? Yes. Fuck.

I’m gonna go eat. I’m cool like that.

Hello. No, that sounded.. I have no idea how to start a post. How..? I mean.. I dont know. Just.. Anway, right now, Im pretty pissed, like.. Thats unusual. Im happy every day. And.. Theres like.. Four days left of the easter vacation! What the hell is that? Do they.. I mean, the teachers.. Im not really gonna say anything bad about them, just that they SUCK! Do they want us to.. Do they want us to have a personal life? Cause we really dont. Atleast Im not. Hell with that. Im pissed. Fuck everyone.